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well its good being back now


just a girl who loves to have fun and i deleted my pic cuz of to many mean comments about it but its not on here its on another site but i still for rid of it

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Well. I just feel like expressing on how i feel about this topic i want to talk about. As a kid. I didn't really had a problem like this. I was able to talk to other kids to become friends with them and i try to play with them. Even as a younger teen i was able to atleast talk to new people. Now. I can't even get myself to do it anymore. Why ? Well. I guess my Self esteem has gotten kinda messed up from some of the crap that i dealt with. I think my Step mom was the one who kinda was the main reason why i am now like this. As a little girl. I wanted to have a mother so badly. I looked at a mother as a kind gentle and loving person who would be there for their daughters. When i heard my dad was going to get married. It was the most happiest day of my life. Everything seemed fine the first few months. Then all of a sudden. She then gets angry and tried to hit me with a hard plastic water bottle and then tries throwing stuff at me and forces me to move downstairs. She repeatly forces me to stay in the basement. I'm glad i am no longer living there. Now also. I sometimes get back stabbed by people who i sometimes thinks are my friends or get cheated on by a boyfriend when i do get one. Now. My best friend seems to been kinda pushing me a side at the times i kinda needed her the most. For example. When my dog died i really needed a friend. She first invited me for a sleep over and then phone's back saying she is cancelling it all cuz she was invited to a birthday party to someone who i might or might not known. I got upset and said for her to let me spend time with her. But, She just hangs up on me. She did invited me over for another sleep over and was able to go for that. But, Still. She seems to want to spend time with other people then with her best friend. Now. i don't even know if she even likes being my best friend anymore. I got told that people drift away from each other sometimes. But, She said she would always be my friend and be there for me. I guess even friendships don't even last. Robin Hood broke a promise about me seeing my bird at her new home by saying i can't see her again. Witch really made me no longer wanting to care anymore. But, I was still stress out about other stuff and i guess somehow a few days ago led me to a panic attack. Even after that they STILL won't allow me to take a vacation from the main reasons that caused my stress in the first place. If its a society that supports people then they should do a better job at finding me a therapist. Helping with my stress. And allowing me to take a break from the stress so i would not have another panic attack. But, I guess no matter where i go. I can never seem to find anyone to trust.

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:iconwhipping-b0y:
WhIppIng-b0y Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014
Hi!
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi
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:iconwhipping-b0y:
WhIppIng-b0y Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014
:aww:
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
how come your happy that i said hi ?
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:iconlightchicken:
lightchicken Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Remember little house of morons?
Well I just can't let him die down
I'm doing what he did
I'm keeping the legacy alive
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Please don't remind me of him. I had moved on from that .
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:iconlightchicken:
lightchicken Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Well I'm am gonna do what he did so beware
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:iconacolorfulwalrus:
AColorfulWalrus Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014
Dude, no. Just- no. He still does what he does best, and he doesn't want his fans harassing others.
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:iconshaprite91:
Shaprite91 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Fred is coming back.
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Why ?
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:iconshaprite91:
Shaprite91 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student General Artist
I dunno. He just is. There was video saying it. then another today. not sure if the new fred is real or if the account was hacked.
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Fred is not funny and he should not come back i still don't get why people think hes funny when hes not. 
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SwayingSerenity Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for faving :3 Where can we see your artworks?
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:iconlunastiersmoon:
lunastiersmoon Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav!
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:iconderekmmelendez:
derekmmelendez Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Student Artist
what are your thoughts about "a 1000 ways to die"?
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Really sick. a teacher was playing it in our class a few years ago and lots of my class mates laughed on how the person died 
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:iconderekmmelendez:
derekmmelendez Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Student Artist
technically, I love that show. not only I learn death's tricks but also to avoid them as well. :3
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
But, I don't think people should laugh on how people die on the show cuz it makes it look like they need to be locked in a mental asylum 
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Zoruleaf Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
Happy B-lated birthday! sorry, that i'm not on as often to roleplay. school has been keeping me busy. I also heard what happened to you... I hope you'll feel better and may Shyla always be remembered.
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Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
She was very old when she passed away. 
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PhoenixWing18 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
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:iconinvenciblejp:
invencibleJP Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday !!! I hope you can have fun and would be alright. Soo, that's the point for today and smile for another year more. XD
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fantasylover100 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Saxophone Emote Guitar Player:drummer:  Guitarpiano player happy The Emoticon and the Saxophone  Guitardrum roll plz  Guitar Hero: ExpertSaxophone  
Dance lessons I say Dance Dance! Put your fingers in the air SAFETY DANCE Relaxed dance :TimeWarp: Woo! Dancing in the Rain :yayay: - NaNoEmo 24/30 + Plz :chairdance: Duck Dance Emote Crazy Dancing :youdontseeme: emote Dance til ya can't no moe Emote dancing Gentlemen Stalker Dance :yayay: - NaNoEmo 24/30 + Plz 
Happy Birthday
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Mewcarion Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yoloa. has you remember me?
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:iconmewtwofangirl:
Mewtwofangirl Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ummm. Who were you ? 
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